I eventually became suicidal and nearly went through with a plan to kill myself. I became depressed, and was crying myself to sleep for quite some time. This continued for some time and the pain kept getting worse. I had a shot with a girl.yet deep down I feared that maybe I would never be able to be with the person I would want to be with. I knew I was saved but like the songs says, 'my chest still hurt' I tried masking the pain this internal war within caused by being more and more charismatic and being the best Christian I could be. My feelings and my faith where tearing me apart. Despite this, I always felt like I wasn't 'living right'. I go to church every service they have and am a very active member. This song had said what I wish I could have said for so long! I am a religious guy living in the South. After hearing it was nearly in tears and was visibly shaking. One of the songs he played for me was this song. I had wanted to come out the closet to this friend for awhile but never had the guts to do it. I had just realized, earlier that year, that I was bisexual and was dealing with the mental mess that happens when you come out to yourself. He introduced it to me at the worst point in my life. I first came across your music when a friend of mine introduced your stuff to me in August of 2019. Even if you never do, maybe someone else will and might be encouraged by it. But I just wanted to say this somewhere where maybe you will see it. I doubt that you will ever think of me or this comment ever again.

Jon bellion human acoustic